Tuesday, September 30, 2008

what? a SUB?

yea, yea i know what your thinking. u thinking I'm talking about a tender loving subway all grilled meat, white chicken sub... lol i kid myself, anyway, we have a substitute teacher in class today, funny thing is that it is ms. header. She treats us as if we are kindergarten students talking about how she is going to give us all free time. It was the funniest thing because i just look at her and i laugh. I cant explain it, its not that i don't like her , its just her perception on us is so low. I'm on my old computer now cause the kids computer that i was taking was mad at me but didn't want to confront me. Am i intimidating? do i look mean or something? i guess i do because I've grown up living in a very rough neighborhood. Those were tough times. I remember when me and my brother would walk around town and bullying kids(Thank god it was only a stage in life). I use to beat everyone up, i never lost a fight. I've only had a draw one time in my life, and that was because me and my friend were evenly matched. I gave him a 2 black eye's and he busted my lip .I always that it was quantity over quality, and i ruled both in the fight......... guess the neighborhood kids didn't want him to feel bad. But back on topic, i learned that fighting isn't the way to handle everything. So i try to substane myself from it, i try VERY hard. I have a anger problem though..... it runs in my family, I'm very argumentative also.......... i just pray that i don't end up sending someone to the hospital, cause I'm pretty sure I'm capable of doing it. That's all for today, maybe tomorrow i will talk about..............

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